Second Life and Limbo

Hey buddies!
I’m blogging late today for a very embarrassing reason. My friend introduced me to this online game. I am NOT a gamer by nature, and in fact, quite detest most games. BUT this game is SOOO addicting. It’s called Second Life. Think SIMS with waaaaay more freedom and free will. Good lord, I gotta quit, lol…

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So that’s not a good thing. It seems that I need to UNload that thing from my computer, lol.

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Other than that, things are ok. I am still OP, however, TOM hasn’t bothered to show up yet. This makes me six days late–later than I’ve ever been (without being pregnant.). This is damn frustrating, buddies. I just wish he’d show up already.

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I have not been exercising much at all this week. Been really tired and lazy…no excuses, though. I have to take Cameron to his scout meeting tonight, so I think I will walk the parking lot while I wait for him. That sounds like a good way to get moving again. Then tomorrow, I’ll work out for real. I don’t know what my problem is this week. But at least I’m OP with my eating, lol…

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I gotta tell you, buddies, this TOM thing is REALLY stressing me out. You see, I took a test yesterday morning and it was negative. So I’m not preggers–probably. And, since I am not 100% sure that I’m not with child, I’m all paranoid about certain things. Sigh…and if it’s not pregnancy, then it might be something really bad. And…of course, I don’t want it to be anything bad. The other issue is that I have reached the maximum for the year on my stupid worthless health insurance, so I can’t even go to the doctor. Well…I can but I’ll have to pay out of pocket. So if I HAVE to go, I will…I’m just hoping that TOM shows up in the next day or so so I won’t have to. Poop..and and and…and I just don’t know…

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Okay, anyway. I didn’t mean to get all down. I just am very concerned about this. I will be fine if I’m preggers and I will be fine if I’m not. I just want to KNOW. I HATE limbo. I really, really do.

Thanks for listening buddies. Have a wonderful night.

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Hugs,

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Angie

8 Comments so far

  1. Scott @ November 9th, 2006

    Well now I come back from a nice break to this blog Angie.. Sorry I just can’t offer any advice on this one….? Hope you had fun at the scout meeting!

  2. Sarah @ November 9th, 2006

    Relax and TOM will arrive unless you have been blessed with a child. I really like reading your blogs they are so very interesting….Thanks Sarah

  3. Rebecca @ November 9th, 2006

    Angie,

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    Calm down girlie…I’m sure everything is fine maybe it has to do with the changes you have been going thru with your diet and exercise..

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    Take it easy before you have a panic attack…lol

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    xoxoxo

    Becky

  4. shelly @ November 9th, 2006

    calm down girlfriend~?? you will be okay~? I know its hard but stressing over it doesnt help either.

    hugs

    shelly

  5. Mary @ November 9th, 2006

    Ok, wait a couple of more days and if TOM still hasn’t show up, get another test and do it.? Just quit stressing over it!!!!? You say you’re ok with it one way or the other, but if you’re stressing, then you must not be ok with it.? Either way, stressing over it isn’t gonna do you or me any good!!!? LOL!!!

  6. Gweniviere @ November 9th, 2006

    Ahh Second Life. Yea, it’s addictive. My brother has a head shop on there and I am on there as well. Phoenix Botanical is the name. It’s a pretty cool place.

  7. Dawnie @ November 10th, 2006

    WHEW! Who knew we would ever want TOM to come???

    Here is hoping TOM stops by today for you!!!

    Hang in there!

    Dawn

  8. L @ November 10th, 2006

    Harder said then done but TRY and forget about it.? LOL I know that can’t be done.? Thing is if you are pregnant you will find out soon and if your not then your not!? If this makes you feel a little better I was always on time until one day I missed a whole period for no reason and then it came back the next month.?

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