Coming Out of the Closet (Pics)
Comments(15) Hello Buddies,
As y’all know, I’ve been struggling a bit in my process. I’ve found myself stagnating for awhile, and instead of stewing and falling completely off track, I have decided to work toward inspiring myself. At some point in my WL journey (at 240 lbs, to be exact), I had my oldest son take some REALLY honest snapshots of me. Head to toe. I didn’t put them in with the rest of my pics, just in a secret “fat pics” folder hidden away in my documents. Typically at this point in my life, I cropped all photos to hide my fat whenever possible, so it was really hard to let these things remain untouched.
But, I did.
So, without further ado, here is what I looked like at 240 lbs and size 22:
Excuse the stain on the shirt lol.
So, today it occurred to me that maybe I should take a current, equally honest shot. So I had my oldest son repeat the procedure (lol)–right after hopping out of the shower. No make up, wearing bum clothes that I’d never wear in public. LOL. Are ya ready?? Here we go. This is me today in a size 14:
SO, even though I look like absolute crap in both photos lol, I would say there’s a difference. What do you think?
I call it motivation baby. Honest and painful, yes, but motivational nonetheless. I WILL make my goal. And dang, I’m gonna be SO hot. Haha. 
So y’all, tell me how you stay motivated? What works for YOU?
